Goodbye sucks.

Well, as many of you guys know, I'm leaving Malaysia to far far away to a cold foreign country which is 9859827591857093570+ miles away. And my friends, they play an important role in my life. Whole holiday, I've just been avoiding them until the last 2 weeks. Everyday, I make up excuses to not go and see them because I'm afraid I'll miss them too much. I call this, distancing. Well there are a few friends which I didn't distance myself from. But most of them I did. My awesome classmates threw me a surprise farewell :) I thought I was going for a surprise party turns out that it doubles as a farewell too! Hahaahahhaa. The farewell defo ended in tears before I left but it wasn't that bad. So thank God I distanced. :D But still, theres still that pang that the word Goodbye gives. Furthermore its goodbye for such a long time. I'll miss some people in Ipoh like #^@$^$%!#$!$* no question to that. :( But one of my clasmates, said something really really awesome.

Sze Min: 我们不要哭着欢送Elena好吗? 我们要开心的欢送她...
只给她留下我们美好,疯狂的回忆,不要给她留下我们伤心,难过的样子做回忆.

It translates to, lets not cry to see Elena go, we should be happy as we see her go, only leave with her a happy, crazy memory, not to let her see our crying, sad faces to be her last memory of us before she leaves. Heck I'm crying as I type this :')

But well, yes. May me leaving be with minimal tears :D Rather than crying seeing me go why not smile and anticipate the time I come back? :)

Surprise farewell '10 @ airport in De garderns.

My classmates threw me a surprise farewell. They booked a room in airport for me :) It was defo very memorable, eventhough it ended in tears, but I had alot of fun nontheless :D 2P8, Iloveyouguys. Dont you all ever EVER forget that, or me :P

Thanks for taking the time to fold all these hearts for me guys, must have took ages!

Thanks for all the gifts :)

Thanks for everything 2P8, from coaching me maths, to listening to my horrible singing everyday in class, to just being awesome. :)

New Years.

WOW ITS 1.1.2011. Like 9.9.2009, 10,10,2010 OR 2.4.2010, 2.5.2010 ITS THE ONLY DATE THAT WOULD HAPPEN IN THE WORLD WOW. -.- I really dont get it. I didnt get hyped this new years at all? So I just decided to cancel all my plans for New years eve and spend a quiet new years at home :) I'm kinda pissed that I'm a year older though so the WOW factor when I tell people my age isnt that strong :P This New Years imma not make no resolutions because I never stick to them and its the same thing anyway. Well imma take a trip down memory lane for 2010.

2010 was defo a very very fast year. It zoomed past really really fast. But 2010 was not a really good year for me. It was shit. Well kinda shit but there were good points too. Imma just hope that 2011 would be amazing :)

Things I did in 2010

-Met God, became a Christian.

-Went through the shittiest period of my life.

-Made amazing friends that helped me through my shitty period and I will be forever grateful to these people.

-As stated, made awesome awesome friends :D

-Lost some close friends. :(

-Became vulnerable. But I fixed myself up ;)

-Broke that wall around my heart.

-Got married errr..... 3 times! :D

-Became gay.

-Failed my maths paper.

-Redeemed myself on my next maths paper eventhough I was 2 bloody marks away from an A.

-Plan to begin a new life.

-Got effed up badly by some people.

-Picked up the ukulele, learnt to play the ukulele and currently loves the ukulele :D

-MADE SHITASTIC FRIENDS.

-Got a new hairstyle, I finally lost my bangs after 13 years of the same hairstyle.

-Changed my perspective on myself.

-Stopped running about so much in school.

-Played paintball.

-Got ill quite alot.

-Lost people special to me.

-Converted into a Mac user.

-Knocked alot alot more sense into myself compared to 2009.

So thats all I have achieved in 2010! :D Well 2011 better be amazing. I'm going to have a new life, new country, new friends, new culture, new.... everything. I'm quite looking foward to see what 2011 will hold. And I got a feeling that God will make it amazing for me :)