Well, as many of you guys know, I'm leaving Malaysia to far far away to a cold foreign country which is 9859827591857093570+ miles away. And my friends, they play an important role in my life. Whole holiday, I've just been avoiding them until the last 2 weeks. Everyday, I make up excuses to not go and see them because I'm afraid I'll miss them too much. I call this, distancing. Well there are a few friends which I didn't distance myself from. But most of them I did. My awesome classmates threw me a surprise farewell :) I thought I was going for a surprise party turns out that it doubles as a farewell too! Hahaahahhaa. The farewell defo ended in tears before I left but it wasn't that bad. So thank God I distanced. :D But still, theres still that pang that the word Goodbye gives. Furthermore its goodbye for such a long time. I'll miss some people in Ipoh like #^@$^$%!#$!$* no question to that. :( But one of my clasmates, said something really really awesome.
Sze Min: 我们不要哭着欢送Elena好吗? 我们要开心的欢送她...
只给她留下我们美好,疯狂的回忆,不要给她留下我们伤心,难过的样子做回忆.
It translates to, lets not cry to see Elena go, we should be happy as we see her go, only leave with her a happy, crazy memory, not to let her see our crying, sad faces to be her last memory of us before she leaves. Heck I'm crying as I type this :')
But well, yes. May me leaving be with minimal tears :D Rather than crying seeing me go why not smile and anticipate the time I come back? :)
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Surprise farewell '10 @ airport in De garderns.
My classmates threw me a surprise farewell. They booked a room in airport for me :) It was defo very memorable, eventhough it ended in tears, but I had alot of fun nontheless :D 2P8, Iloveyouguys. Dont you all ever EVER forget that, or me :P
Thanks for taking the time to fold all these hearts for me guys, must have took ages!
Thanks for all the gifts :)
New Years.
WOW ITS 1.1.2011. Like 9.9.2009, 10,10,2010 OR 2.4.2010, 2.5.2010 ITS THE ONLY DATE THAT WOULD HAPPEN IN THE WORLD WOW. -.- I really dont get it. I didnt get hyped this new years at all? So I just decided to cancel all my plans for New years eve and spend a quiet new years at home :) I'm kinda pissed that I'm a year older though so the WOW factor when I tell people my age isnt that strong :P This New Years imma not make no resolutions because I never stick to them and its the same thing anyway. Well imma take a trip down memory lane for 2010.
2010 was defo a very very fast year. It zoomed past really really fast. But 2010 was not a really good year for me. It was shit. Well kinda shit but there were good points too. Imma just hope that 2011 would be amazing :)
Things I did in 2010
-Met God, became a Christian.
-Went through the shittiest period of my life.
-Made amazing friends that helped me through my shitty period and I will be forever grateful to these people.
-As stated, made awesome awesome friends :D
-Lost some close friends. :(
-Became vulnerable. But I fixed myself up ;)
-Broke that wall around my heart.
-Got married errr..... 3 times! :D
-Became gay.
-Failed my maths paper.
-Redeemed myself on my next maths paper eventhough I was 2 bloody marks away from an A.
-Plan to begin a new life.
-Got effed up badly by some people.
-Picked up the ukulele, learnt to play the ukulele and currently loves the ukulele :D
-MADE SHITASTIC FRIENDS.
-Got a new hairstyle, I finally lost my bangs after 13 years of the same hairstyle.
-Changed my perspective on myself.
-Stopped running about so much in school.
-Played paintball.
-Got ill quite alot.
-Lost people special to me.
-Converted into a Mac user.
-Knocked alot alot more sense into myself compared to 2009.
So thats all I have achieved in 2010! :D Well 2011 better be amazing. I'm going to have a new life, new country, new friends, new culture, new.... everything. I'm quite looking foward to see what 2011 will hold. And I got a feeling that God will make it amazing for me :)
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
My pink Mac!
I got a Macbook Pro like few days ago and I'm LOVING ITTTT.
GO MAC AND DONT GO BACK!
I pimped it PINK ;) My bimbo colour baby!
Sexy right ;)
My pink one and Eugene's blue one!
xxx
HBC '10
Okkkkkkkayyy. I know I've been gone for damn long. I've been extremely lazyyyy and whatever I want to blog gets outt of my mind when I sit in front of my computer. LOL. anyway! As a camper > now helper in HBC! I remember I used to look reallll foward to HBC as a kid and now instead of calling people jie jie people call me jie jie :) It all seems so surreal! I'll just let pictures do the talking ;)
The kids!
Baby Lucas :)
She has down syndrome but it isnt obvious at all. So cute when kid's worship :)
Me and Huey Ern!! :)
Fooling around when the rest of the people are washing dishes LOL.
Lou Porrrr :)
Preparing the rubber band game for the lil kids. LOL.
Little kids are incredibly cute when they pray.
I pray that God would touch the lives of these kids, that kid's who dont know God can get to know him through HBC, like how I did when I was still a kid :)
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Tonight I've fallen and I cant get up. Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.
I remember the times we spent together, all those drives, we had a million questions all about our lives.
I remember the days we spent together they were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up.
I remember the days we spent together they were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up.
Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight and all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait. I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play and stayed out way too late.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus, and how not to look back even if no one believes us. When it hurts so bad, sometimes, not having you here.
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight and all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait. I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play and stayed out way too late.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus, and how not to look back even if no one believes us. When it hurts so bad, sometimes, not having you here.
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night I miss you. I can just look up and know the stars are holding you tonight.
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