Thursday, October 28, 2010

Flirt! Lesbian! Clinton!

Clinton: Whatchu doing?
Me: Talking to someone.
Clinton: Boy?
Me: Maybe.
Clinton: FLIRT!
Me: Omg its a girl okay.
Clinton: LESBIAN.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. this makes me laugh everytime I think about it. So I can only talk to pondans la! :P

Sunday, October 24, 2010

I want you in my arms, on my lips now. :)

Because when I think of that, it makes everything okay.

Ever since I saw you the other day, you never left my mind. I swear. You're so impossibly cute. You'r lips were so sexy. Your smile took my breath away. I wish you were here now :)



Saturday, October 23, 2010

Never got the whole in love thing. And deep inside my tears will drown.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

P.S :
This post wasn't meant to be emo whatsoever. But the lyrics really relate.
I act differently around different people. Mind you, I’m not fake. I just have my own comfort zone. That’s why I only can completely be myself when I’m with people I’m comfortable with.

Friday, October 22, 2010

The shiz.


I guess words are a mothafucka
they can be great
or they can degrade
or even worst they can teach hate.



Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Tagged by Brandon Lye-100 truths :)

I'm too lazy to answer this on Facebook so I answered it here. :)

1. last beverage = Water
2. last phone call = Foon Zai!
3. last text message = Foon Zai!
4. last song you listened to = Mighty to save- Hillsong
5. last time you cried = hmmm..... last week I think.


6. dated someone twice = No
7. been cheated on = No
8. kissed someone & regretted it = YESSSS.
9. lost someone special = Yes :(
10. been depressed = Damn often.
11. been drunk and threw up = Ohsonearly.


12. Pink
13. Sky blue
14. Chrome


15. Made a new friend = Quite a few.
16. Fallen out of love = Yeahhhhh.
17. Laughed until you cried = YES.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes :)
19. Found out who your true friends were = As hurtful as the process was, yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = YES.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list = yeap. -.-


22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = The whole list.
24. Do you have any pets = Belle and Dora! :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Ate, alot.
27. What time did you wake up today = about 1pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = studying/watching TV/on the laptop. MULTITASKING!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = TO FLY TO UK! ;D
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Few hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Secrettt. ;P
32. What are you listening to right now = Mighty to save- Hillsong. (I'm looping it, awesome song! )
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Nope, but I talked to a Jerry.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = Exams.
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook.
37. Nicknames = +2, snow white
38. Relationship Status = Single ;)
39. Zodiac Sign = Cancer.
40. He or She? = He or She. I'm okay with both. ;)
41. Elementary? = SMJK (C) Chung Shan.
42. High School = SMK Ave Maria Convent.
43. College = Bellerbys College.
44. Hair color = Black with brown.
45. Long or short = Long.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Heheheheh.
48: What do you like about yourself? = My body, my looks.
49. Piercings = Ears.
50. Tattoos = Maybeeee.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty's pwn!


52. First surgery = When I was like.... 7 or 6.
53. First piercing = When I was 7 or 6 too.
54. First best friend = Angeline or something.
55. First sport you joined = Errrrr, forgot.
56. First vacation = Forgot -.-


59. Eating = Nothing
60: Drinking= Coffee
61. I’m about to = Try and study
62. Listening to = Just a dream.
63. Waiting for = Infinity.
64. Want kids? = Maybeee.
65. Get Married? = YES! ;D
66. Career? = Psychologist. But like it always changes.


67. Lips or eyes? = Both
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs that lead to kisses
69. Shorter or taller = Taller!
70. Older or Younger = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Can I have both?Hehe
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both!!
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = A nice balance. :)

76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = Yea.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope.
79. Sex on first date: Ew. Thats just cheap.
80. flirted with a hot girl: YESSS. Hot Dayum. :P
80. Broken someone’s heart = HAHAHHAHAHAA. I refuse to answer this question. :P
81. Had your own heart broken = :(
82. Been arrested = In a game?
83. Turned someone down = Yes.
84. Cried when someone died = Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend = Yeah. :)


86. Yourself = Yes
87. Miracles = Depends.
88. Love at first sight = Bullshit.
89. Heaven = Sort of.
90. Santa Claus = Ever since I was 3 I didnt belive in Santa Claus.
91. Kiss on the first date = Maybe?
92. Angels = Yes


93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Nope.
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = Yes. :)
95. Did you sing today? =Yeapp!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 2/3 months ago.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Hmmm I dont know leh.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =Yes

Finally habis! 100 truths about me! ;D

Monday, October 18, 2010

You, yes you, rock.

Days will come when you don't have the strength
And all you hear is you're not worth anything
Wondering if you ever could be loved
And if they truly saw your heart
They'd see too much.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You are made for so much more than all of this
You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You are treasured, you are sacred, you are His.

Praying that you have the heart to fight
Cuz you are more than what is hurting you tonight
For all the lies you've held inside so long
But they are nothing in the shadow of the cross

You're Beautiful.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Fan girl post- I WANT ZAC EFRONNNNN. :3


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'll tell you you're beautiful even tough you're not.


Because every girl deserves to be called beautiful, at least once. Its probably no secret that I go skeptical when someone says someone else is ugly. Because theres untrue. Unattractive, yes, but nobody is ugly. Nobody.

-Marilyn Monroe.

And thats what I tell every girl/little girl, that their pretty. Even the less fortunate to have a normal face or a face full of acne. I tell all of them their beautiful. Because true beauty does not come from the face, it comes from the heart. :)

And true beauty, without anybody telling you youre beautiful all the times, is felt throughout the room. True beauty is a presence. True beauty is from the heart.

Monday, October 11, 2010

I hate chatbox spammers.

CarolKennedy, CindyCute, LuvlyGal, Ben, ectectect. Omfg. since when did the chatbox spammers came back to advertise their things?!! So annoying. BUZZ OFF YOU BOTS.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Random facts about me that you should know.

I like ignoring people when I feel like it.

It pisses me off if the people I ignore keeps bugging me to talk to them when I'm ignoring them.

I ignore alot of people when I'm in the mood to ignore people.

But that doesn't mean I hate you, I just dont want to talk to you for awhile. :)

I dislike people who I'm not close to who wants to talk to me every second of every day. It annoys me.

I hate All Talk No Action people. ATNA.

I love dogs. :D

I'm homo. You should know that anyway.

I dislike noobs who ask me important stuff over texts/msn.

I loathe maths.

I want to fly off as soon as possible.

I will cry if I dont get my visa.

I rebuilded my walls.

But sometimes walls are built not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

Whiny bitches irk me.

I'm studying for the sake of money.

I listen if you call me up just to cry on the phone.

I argue with the people I care for. Or I wont even bother.

I dont bitchfight much anymore. I have a faster way to solve stuff now. Wham.

I hate myself for this doubt.

I know what God gifted to me. Because so many people tell me what god gave me. And I thank god for it. :)

I used to be bulimic.

I used to hate how I looked like. And whenever I looked into the mirror I have the urge to punch myself.

I'm gay. Oh wait I wold you guys.

This post is getting really long. So I shall leave so much random facts for now. :) Live, learn, breathe, eat it. :D Bye.


Guys cant handle girls nowadays which is why I feel the lesbian rate keeps increasing. -Jersy Shore.

"Because theres so much to smile about"

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about." :)

-Marilyn Monroe

Monday, October 4, 2010


Which to get! Whichwhichwhichhhhh. Help me decide!

Macbook Pro


Tokina 11-16 Lens


Sony Cybershot TX9

Macbook Pro or New lens and a new compact? :(