Thursday, September 30, 2010

Recents. Randoms.

I'm going to go to the drama in ACS tomorrow. :) The three musketeers. So many people told me its boring but I have to go there to support my baby! <3 href="">

:D SHEEESSYY ANOT?! <3 href="">

Okay baiiiii peoplee.

We're running outta goodbyes.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Relationships should never come in the way of friendships, and friendships should never come in the way of relationships.

Relationships should never ruin friendships. Friendships should never ruin relationships.

I just talked to my friend who got dumped by his girlfriend because of his friends and I think to myself, why does relationships always come in the way of friendships, and friendships always come in the way of relationships? Cant there be a balance? I think everyone should understand what I'm talking about now, it happened to everyone.

Some people who has relationships totally wipe out their friends. And when they notice we never talked for so long, try remembering how I tried so hard to make conversation but you ignored me because you were too busy with your relationship. Or how about breaking promises because you have a relationship now? I really cant stand people like this. It doesn't mean because you're in love you have to wipe out all of your friendships. Try remembering that friends are forever but relationships are not. And the sad thing is, almost all of my friends are like this.

Another type of people is that their friendships ruin their relationships. Listening to only your friends and not your partner might spell doom for you. You should try to listen to both, friends and your girl/boy friend. To make balance. Yes, you should not wipe your friends out, but not until the point where you wipe your girl/boy friend out.

And to my friend which I talked about this to, stay strong. :)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Sometimes when I think about my life...... I feel like ramming my head into the wall.

And now is one of those moments. Those weak, vulnerable moments which I absolutely abhor. Is the night sky really that powerful? So powerful that I feel like that once the clock shows that its after midnight. Its as if a whole train of negative energy hits me. I dont know why its like this and I cant do anything about it. The moment where I want to sit down and cry. But I cant. Nobody that I can talk to. I'm back, living in my own world despite having so much friends around me. I need someone to talk to. But I cant because I have no idea whats wrong too. So I just answer I dont know, with the sudden overload of negative energy. Even though everyones still awake, still online, it just doesn't feel right anymore. I find it funny that when I say I'm okay. You guys believe me. And I hate being not ok. None of my friend's actually get me anymore, sad to say. but ohwell. what can I do. Except fight my own fight.

Friday, September 24, 2010

To everyone.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

12.01 am is not tomorrow! :P

(10:00 pm) " I'll call you tomorrow"
(12:01am) *phone rings* "Hello?" "It's tomorrow(:

Againn? :PP

Monday, September 20, 2010

I'm not giving up, not just yet.

Ok. I am not giving up. Scratch those giving up shit. If I do then I would have wasted my effort fighting. And also my friend's efforts trying to help me get through it. I dont want to dissapoint them. So I am going to fight on, even if it kills me. literally. I will fight on. For the sake of all those people who had faith that I can win. And I won 2 times, so why not a thrid? Even though its bigger faster stronger now. I.CAN.WIN. My strength is renew-ed to fight on now. Thanks to someone for scolding me outta it. In fact now I'm pissed that it had the balls to come back. It had the balls to bloody come back and disturb me wtf. Even though it level-ed up, I guess I have to level up too. Even though I feel fucked up, even though I feel that I'm not strong enough, I will be. I will fight through this, with the help of my awesome friends and God. Heck yeah I will be. I wont give up no more. Until the brink of breaking. I'll patch myself up. and continue fighting. And you, watch me.

Lol dont ask me what this posts means if you dont get it. Only a few of my really awesome friend's gets it. :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Due to the fact I'm bored, I will do your tag, dear darryl. :)

My Kind of Boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Doesn't matter. As long as he looks good beside me ;)

2. Smart?


3. Preferred age?

Age is just a number. Preferbly older though. By how much doesn't matter.

4. Preferred height?

Taller than me :)

5. How about sense of humor?

I wouldn't date you if you dont have one.

6. How about piercings?

Earings are cute. (:

7. Accepts you for who you are?

Take me as I am or watch me as I go. I wont change for anyone.

8. Pink hair?


9. Mushy or no?


10. Thin or fat?

Doesn't matter.

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?

Whatever colour. I'm not racist.

12. Long hair or short hair?


13. Plastic or metal?


14. Smells good?


15. Smoker?

NO .

16. Drinker?Not an alcholoic.

As long as hes not an alcoholic, I dont mind.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?


18. Muscular?

Just not so buff, then okay :)

19. Plays piano?

Abit gay. But still sweet nontheless.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?


21. Plays violin?

Ew. no.

22. Sings very well?

YES. :)

23. Vain?

I hate vain guys.

24. With glasses?


25. With braces?

I dont mind.

26. Shy type?


27. Rebel or good boy/girl?


28. Active or passive?

Active please .

29. Tight or bomb?


30. Singer or dancer?


31. Stunner?

Later people snatch my boyf away LOL.

32. Hiphop?

Dont know.

33. Earrings?

Yes :)

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?


35. Dimples?


36. Bookworm?

At the right times.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

awwww. So schweeet :)

38. Playful?


39. Flirt?


40. Poem writer?


41. Serious?


42. Campus crush?


43. Painter?


44. Religious?

Christian :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Overboard, no.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

internet freak.

47. Speaks 20 languages?

Then he can talk bad about you and you dont know it, so, NO.

48. Loyal or faithful?

Loyal AND faithful.

49. Good kisser?

Girls have soft lips ;)

50. Loves children?



Saturday, September 18, 2010

I dont care if you hate me, I dont care if I offend you, I dont care if you dont like my additude, I dont live to please you.

I'm born with additude. Live with it.

So you dont like me? So you dont like my additude? Okay. And what makes you think I care? I wasn't born to fucking please you. The people who put up with my endless crap is the true people I really love with all my heart. And guess what? You're not in that list. I'm not born to please you because you're plain lanci. You're so lanci you piss me off almost everytime. Control that ego of yours okay. You're not that great. You're not a rockstar. The stuff you say sometimes dont really match up and you expect me to please you? Seriously? I can just cut you out of my friendlist and guess what? I still have hundreds on it. Hundreds who love me for who I am. People who would love to put up with my bullshit. I am who I am. I'm not willing to change for you, or anyone else. Take me as I am or watch me as I go.

I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not.

People who think their "so famous" and creating fan pages for themselves.

Seriously? You all irk me.

Can you all please be any less loserfying creating like pages for yourselves. You're only considered famous when other people create fan pages for you. Do you people realize how vain and full of yourself you guys are. Oh so you create fan pages because your friend limit is almost full. 5k friends? Oh okay I see. I bet you dont know any more than half of them at max. Loserfying shit.

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone because there seems to be alot of these people out there nowadays. And if you get angry then you're one of those loserfying people who asks other people to join your own fanclub which you created for yourself. :) If you're really that famous a REAL fan would have already created your fan club and you wont have to ask people to join it. Just saying. I'm going to get some sleep now because my head's been hurting ever since I came home from church. Baaaii.

I wish I could record my dreams and watch them later.


Elena Liew orignal :)

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you. :/

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here.
Back into your arms.

Thursday, September 16, 2010


Baibai wifeeeeyyy. Imma miss you loadssss! Remember to leave me something in your will if you die in the plane tomorrow LOL CHOI. Promise me you wont always so sohai okkkk? :) I lub youuuuu. :)

Baibai Me Epic ftw friend which we told each other dark secrets the 2nd time we met LOL. I'll miss you too! Will miss all our epicness too! :D See you in 80 days! Lub you too!!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

C.L.A.S.S = Come Late And Start Sleeping

Which is exactly what I did today after being forced to go and attend school. I feel proud of myself :D I've been studying up on my worst subject- Maths. And some topics can actually be Yeah.


Stuff I did in school:
  • Study Maths
  • Sleep (ok didnt catch much of this, spent too much time gossiping about HK artists and Lady Gaga, darn!)
  • Gossip!
  • Finish reading Mini Shopaholic
Had lots of fun laughing and chatting with some of my friend's in class today. Never had such a lighthearted chat in a longgggggg time! Had such a blast gossiping about HK actresses! Hahaha.

Mini Shopaholic is one of the BEST read's I've had so far.

Its such a page turner! Been reading quite alot of shitty books until I practically gave up reading, but this, dear sir, is AWESOME. I'm still wondering on what would happen if Luke knows Elinor did all those for him. Grrr cant wait for the next book to come out! Sophie Kinsella write faster! LOL. Sophie is by far one of my fave writers. I'm gonna start reading probably the other hand or kite runner.


Ok I have seriously no idea what to do, about them.
J: When all else fails........look cute! Or in your case, look hot!
Me: -_-
Maybe I should just keep calm and just do that. Why am I even friend's with you J hahahaha.

NOOBS giving me their facebook password in my password scam! Heard that? You all are nooobsss HAHHAHAHA. I got like 10 passwords! :D Thannkkk you Adrian for providing me with so much entertainment last night. Hahaha.


If shes amazing, she wont be easy. If shes easy, she wont be amazing. If shes worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you're not worthy.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Hottest person on earth

Your Prettyface makes me smile. Your personality makes me flip. literally.

Cutest person on earth. :)

Sexiest person on earth :D

ily so much.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Stop asking me.

** Please stop thinking I'm emo, I'm blogging about this after I talked to my friend about friends and it got me thinking. Lol sounds so weird.

No, I dont have a best friend. So stop asking me if I have any best friends. Ever since young I realize that friends, yes their forever, but sooner or later they would be too busy for you, or somehow you all would grow apart. Yes, you would still be friends but the special bond that's there nomatter how far the distance that supposedly would not be broken, would. I guess friends come and friends go. So the friend I was talking to told me, he used to have this super close friend where they texted every moment, slept over everyday and not even a storm could break them apart, but somehow, they flew apart and when they met each other the other day it was awkward to the max. And to think they were best super close epic friends just a month ago.

Thinking back, I realize that I should start not giving a damn about friendships again because ever since I was like 6 someone taught me there are no best friends forever, because I was best friends with that girl really epicly until we drifted. I think drifted from all of my close friends. I guess friendship isn't something meant or me. HAHAHAHA. So me and my friend decided to analyze WHY FRIEND'S DRIFT:

1) They have no time for you
2) They have other people to replace you
3)Their doing the things you do with them everyday with someone else. (Isnt this the same as number 2? Lol nvm)
4) Never talked to each other for a long time.
5) Got bored of each other? haha.
I used to have friend's so epic we see each other every day, we couldn't get enough of each other, we text/msn/skpe all the time. In fact I have a few like that. But somehow we drifted. But the thing is, nomatter how busy I am, I make sure that I talk to the friend's I really love alot because I belive if I dont the bond might just be broken. No time, make time. I guess I have a fear of losing people I care about. :/ If a day comes that I dont talk to you anymore it means that we were close but I feel that you dont like me talking to you anymore, and have better things to do, so I stop before embarassing myself. But now I can see, who is the friends that care so immensly that they make time, or who are those pretentious bastards. :) I know now, I'm not naive anymore guys. :)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

The truth of forever?

If I threw a line in the dark, would you catch it if I lit a spark....? Tell me you'd never leave, cause I've never belived in the truth of forever, say it for what's its worth. A meaningless comfort to numb all the hurt and we're so defiant of the things we cant change and we're growing tired. As I show you the lines you cant see just as sure as the pain that creeps in the night.

The Old Lady

Moments ago, in the car my sister shouted out, "EH, LOOK AT THE POPO, SHES BETTER THAN YOU LEH!" I turned my head and saw an old lady with snow white hair, orange apron, playing jump rope with 2 girls which are probably my age and there was a tinge of embarrassment in her face. I was amazed at the age of this old woman, and yet still playing jump rope, but in that short moment when I was looking at her from my moving car, I saw the look of sheer joy, pure happiness on her face. Suddenly, the old woman wasn't an old woman to me anymore to me, she was beautiful. Gorgeous. Simply gorgeous. From her white hair, down to her orange apron, she was beautiful. Her smile lighted up her face, making it so radiant. Even though I could tell that she didn't have much, but she was oozing happiness. Someone with so little, could be so happy? I thought. I could feel her happiness just by looking at her in that few seconds. I know that I cannot judge this old woman's life after only looking at her for a few seconds, for all I know she might have been really sad. But from what I saw, at that moment, I can tell that she is really jubilant. That old woman might not know it, but she made me smile.


Happiness, what does that word mean? Or rather, what is the purest form of happiness. Material happiness? Happiness of being with another person? No. The purest form of happiness, I belive, is from that old woman, from what I saw. But, if happiness is so easy then why is so many people sad, is it really that rare? Is it really that hard to obtain? I belive that someday, somehow, everyone would be happy, just like that old woman who was jump roping. Somehow. :)

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Note to self about being so depressing. How stupid of me to start trusting, believing again.

I hate that I'm so emo, fragile, so weak nowadays. I hate it that I'm not the girl I used to be, strong, the girl who cant be fucked, who does not give a damn about stuff. Well maybe sometimes depression is a sign that I've been strong for too long. But I sound weak, dark. and I hate that I'm not as bubbly, not as funny, and I cant cheer people up anymore. I realize, how easy it is to tell people what to do and say its easy but when it comes to me now only I realize, how fucking hard it is. The worst thing is, I cant help myself when I need help, and I'm out there everyday giving advice to people and pretending its easy. But its not. Heck no. I have to start growing up, I have to stop living in my own superficial world where superhero's still exists and the only hurt you get is from falling down the bicycle. In the real word, there is no fucking superhero's. I have to stop all this shit. My brain says yes, but my heart says no. I cant tear away. There's still this small part of me, somehow, annoyingly, thats still hanging on, and I hate it.

No, Elena, No.

In figments of my imagination, somehow everything is going my way, somehow I'm not emo, I was the happiest child on earth, and that I could continue to be frivolous. But those were merely figments of my own imagination, voices in my head. I have to stop living in that. Stop all this nonsense. I keep telling myself, do what you preach! Be strong, dont cry. I could, but I wonder, for how much longer can I keep this charade up? For how much longer can I hang on? For how much longer can I keep holding on to this thin thread? Until it snaps, and takes me with it when it crashes on the ground? Or do I try, struggle, to climb up the tread, even if it may hurt me in the end?

Like they said, it would never hurt you unless it happened to you.

Everytime my friends tell me about shit I always think, I'm glad I ain't you. Or this would be shit if it happened on me, and I would never be able to understand her hurt, her pain fully. Now I do. I shall stop laughing and calling you guys losers, sorry.

Friends? Oh you mean those pretentious bastards or those who cared once upon a time?

Why is it so hard to stop, so hard to stop being emo, so hard to just let loose of everything and not have a care in the world. I bet everyone in the world wishes they were like that too, but we couldn't get everything we wish for, could we? The world wont be so fucked up if we could. I have to stop this, I have to stop being so weak, so fragile, cheer up, because I know clearly now that nobody really cares if you're feeling fucked up or not, at least nobody REALLY cares. They say they do, but trust me, they dont. Nobody is going to love me, as much as I love myself. To think I really care and worry, bullshit. I'm scoffing at my own stupidity. Absurd, simply absurd. I feel like I'm going back into that shell, that armor I put around me to prevent myself from getting hurt, but I learnt my lesson. Coming out of that shell just hurt me again. I shall just go back to fucking friendships, because from what I see, friendships end way too fast, the feelings fade, way too fast. Time does not stop for anyone. Neither does the world.

Suck it up and live it it.

Lesson taken, lesson learnt. No point being emo, no point being sad, no point exposing myself to the brink that I feel so weak when I used to be the strongest around. I just have to go back to they way I was. Not giving a damn. But could I? I could. I would. I can never belive anyone who says their here to help anymore. With the type of friends I have, well no. I can bluntly, blatantly say, no. I hoped, I wished, it all brought me crashing down to the ground. So fuck this shit, I'm not going to be the same when you see me next time. No more being emo. Enough. I can take this, one at a time. I can go back to the time I never got hurt. I just have to cut, them all off. I stopped the songs that explain how emo I felt, I tried to stop looking. I tried to stop talking. I just need this extra push. Dont ask me whats wrong and how you could help because you cant. Its all bullshit. You wont get it, nobody can even understand me. I shall put out that shield that was protecting me before. Go back to fake smiles, going back to pretending to be strong. And hopefully one day, I can regain all the strength that I've lost in this battle. Enough being so depressed over myself. Enough. Its not worth it. All the thoughts, all the quarrels. I cant belive I was so stupid as to have faith in everything again, to think that some people actually care. How stupid.

Stop, Elena, stop.

Auctioning your heart?

Me: Haha, I should probably sell my heart eh?
Darryl: No you shouldn't, because its priceless.

Awwwwww :)

I'm so happy! I get my Macro 32mm converter for my camera! :D And its quite awesomeee! I just have to get used to using it.

Test Shots:

TOKINA 11-16.

I'm gonna get it probably before the end of the year. After my finals when I get my results probably ;) Then I'll probably lay off buying lens for my camera anymore. Hahahaha.

I'm such a failure. I get sleepy everytime i'm drunk -.- I was K.O-ing just now falling asleep while I was drunk LOL. Damn faillllllllllll. BLUEBERRY WINE WAS DA BOMB. Even though I couldnt survive because I was sleepy+stoned.

Had a superfly time webcamming with Han Boi and Mayyan ytd! Hahahaha damn farny.
And we were talking about random shit like horny bird, oriental bird, angry bird LOL. I think imma go sleep now stupid wine.

I have no idea, if I should be happy, or be sad.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Funnnny night!!

I went to watch PCK tonight! It was damnnnnnn farny. CHAU LONGKANG! I was laughing like shitt. LOVE the movie, very malaysian, really original. If you never watched it then, YOU REALLY SHOULD.

Then after the movie I went to makan supper with Irene, Eugene and Shawn and it became DAMN twisted and DAMN hilarious. SOMETHING IS UP ;) Hahahaha it was reallly farny. I had alot of fun tonight :) I didn't have fun like in a long time due to my issues and shit. So I was kinda glad for tonight :D

If you leave, I'll remember you. Just like I remember everyone that leaves :'( -Lilo

Sunday, September 5, 2010

SHOUTOUT FOR JAYSHEN :D My "special" follower. HAHAHHAA.

I'm updating even though I have nothing significant to update about because of CHOWJAYSHEN. So, I shall fill you in on random bits :)

So many people is obsessing over my piercing ;) Is it real is it not FOR ME TO KNOW YOU TO FIND OUT! :D

I got a new phone today! Mad happy but its touch screen and its SO HARD TO TEXT :( The Sony Ericsson Xperia X10. Dad says I can only get a Blackberry in UK because of the standard 20 pounds rate thingy. My sister came back and I got ALOTTTTT of chocs thanks to D and Mayyan my half sister! My beloved half sister and D is trying to make me fattt :( But OMG SO GOOD. They bought me Max Brenners and Rocklea road! So gooood! But so sinful ;( Aih I'm getting fatter anf fatter and my damn hourglass is slowly expanding :( DAMN DEPRESSING.

Rocklea Road. SOOOOOO GOOOODD! But so sinful oommg!

I have to start studying for my maths soon like seriously, or it might screw up UK if I dont get an A in my maths during finals.

God pleaseeeeeeeeeee help me concentrate on my maths -_-

Its like, slowly fading away. But theres still like 10% of me thats still holding on to it.

Things change, feelings fade. Life goes on. I guess life is just so unfair and I'd have to live with it.


Have you guys watched THIS? CLICK HERE
Wtf? This really pissed me off. Bad.


Just imagine if YOU were the one getting thrown in the river! Wtf I was damn pissed off after watching this. SICK. INHUMANE. GET A LIFE. UGH. Animal Cruelty just pisses me off. Ok I have to go cool down now. Bye.

Theres no point keeping you heart as strong as iron, you may not know whos heart is as strong as iron.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

A little of my time?

A little of my time? I've been thinking about this for a few days. Sometimes when people call me from a distance I wont bother to turn around to see whats up or who's calling me, unless they call me a few times. The other day my friend was calling me. I ignored her 1st few cries then I thought again, what if she needed help? What if one day someone called my name she only had one chance and I ignored her cry? What if? It only takes my head to turn back and shout a yes back, why is that so hard? So I shall get rid of this bad habit and bother to turn back and ask why. It only takes a little of my time. So why not?

When I'm free nobody looks for me, when I'm busy my phone/msn/fb all blows up. SERIOUSLY!!! BAD TIMING MUCH.

Spiderbite Lip Piercing?

Hmmm? Black double lip ring ;) Pierced another hole.


Are they real, are they not?? For me to know for you to find out ;) OMG IMMA RHYMIST.

Piercings, piercings, piercings.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Lip Piercing.

Today I MIGHT be as crazy as to.....go pierce my lips. :D

Green Lip Ring :)

Sry for the ugly photos took them in a rush.
Is it real, is it not? For me to know and you to find out! :D HEY IT RHYMES AHHA.

People which are meant to be together would always find their way together in the end. :)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Penang outing!

I went to penang with MYF during Merdeka. It was really fun! I was really stoned at the same time LOL. I slept at like 4.30 then Shawn and Hoho woke me up at 5 -.- So technically I had like half an hour of sleep. Then at about 5.30 hoho came to fetch me to MYF. I was seriously really stoned + it was so early I could still see the stars. OH AND I MADE SHAWN COME WITH ME LOL. It was really random. It was like about 9pm and I was asking him if I should go or not and he ended up following me. LOL.

Ok lets skip to when we were at Penang.

War museum was FUN! :D And scary, but FUN! I got freaked out when he entered the place.
Zomg. I was damn freaked out la. I didnt dare to snap pictures at the places where people died. -.- and if I was curious if something would pop up I would go, YEEN, SNAP A PICTURE AND SEE IF ANYTHING POPS UP. And nothing ever does and that girl looks dissapointed every time. LOL. From what I learnt, Japanese were CRUEL people.

THEY KILL WITH STUFF LIKE THIS. nuff said. This is like the thing you load into cannons.

Me and Irene were camwhoring at some random mirror in the museum.

After that we went into like this tunnel which gets shorter and you have to bend to get through it plus it was like PITCH BLACK. Thank God Shawn had a torchlight on his phone which lighted up the whole tunnel. But it was sitll really dark.

OH AND I CRAWLED AND CLIMBED UP THIS. This thing was like 30 feet! I WAS REALLY SCARED THAT I MIGHT FALL OR SOMETHING. but I kept telling myself, I wont fall, if I fall everyone behind me will fall, so I climbed SLOWLY and STEADILY and people on top were like OMG LETS SEE HOW KAHYEE CLIMBS LOL. Hoho was like kahyee climbs like climbing a ladder la LOL. Then the rest of the war musem was like so, so.

After that we went to Queensbay. For lunch and shopping. AND THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED. Me and Yeen wanted to go into KIDDY LAND, then Shawn was with us. So we went to ask the person, it was RM3 for parents, then Yeen pulled me and was like ME AND HER ARE HIS PARENTS. The person stared at us for awhile then pulled a pair of parents over and said NO, THEY ARE PARENTS. When we went out we realized why, BOTH OF US WERE FEMALE. Damn funny la! We had lunch at the toilet bowl place, AND DAMN WE WERE SITTING ON REAL TOILET BOWLS LOL.

After Queensbay Mall we went to fort cornasomething.
So the only thing we did there was not learn about history, it was more like taking sohai photos and chilling under the sun.


This. was really painful. stupid tree.

Yea, the only unsohai photo we took.

Then we went to dinner with, THIS. view.

Seafood! At some place called prawn village. I dindt eat rice nor drink soup, as usual, so I got scolding frm aunty judy who piled my plate up with food. After dinner we went home and all of us K.O-ed, cos none of us slept properly and we were damn exhausted.

I didnt expect it to be like this fun tbh. I just expected it to be okay, but I had fun nontheless! :) I cant wait for whateveryoucallitinfront mania! :D You stay up from 9pm to 7am. CANT WAIT! :D HANNAH, ORGANIZE IT FASTERRR!

Dont fall for guys who call you sexy instead of beautiful. Their a waste of your time.


Am writing this post in pissed mode right now.

I went out with my friend and her boyfriend MADE HER PAY FOR EVERYTHING. Like dude? You're the guy YOU'RE the one supposed to pay for everything for her not SHE is the one whos supposed to pay for you!You're with her just for her money!

You know she'd get pissed off at us if we told her! Ugh. I damn cannot tahan alr. These kind of boys can seriously go to hell. DONT MAKE A GIRL PAY FOR ANYTHING. This proves that YOU are just plain sissy.And guys who think you owe them the world after they give you like one buck? seriously???