Monday, September 20, 2010
I'm not giving up, not just yet.
Ok. I am not giving up. Scratch those giving up shit. If I do then I would have wasted my effort fighting. And also my friend's efforts trying to help me get through it. I dont want to dissapoint them. So I am going to fight on, even if it kills me. literally. I will fight on. For the sake of all those people who had faith that I can win. And I won 2 times, so why not a thrid? Even though its bigger faster stronger now. I.CAN.WIN. My strength is renew-ed to fight on now. Thanks to someone for scolding me outta it. In fact now I'm pissed that it had the balls to come back. It had the balls to bloody come back and disturb me wtf. Even though it level-ed up, I guess I have to level up too. Even though I feel fucked up, even though I feel that I'm not strong enough, I will be. I will fight through this, with the help of my awesome friends and God. Heck yeah I will be. I wont give up no more. Until the brink of breaking. I'll patch myself up. and continue fighting. And you, watch me.
Lol dont ask me what this posts means if you dont get it. Only a few of my really awesome friend's gets it. :)