Recents. Randoms.

I'm going to go to the drama in ACS tomorrow. :) The three musketeers. So many people told me its boring but I have to go there to support my baby! <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbYLd5a7QDFCK1UYcx9Jw5YdAAgh_atOMS1MoHhDmqUKSya-2midwY1S9j3viDrG96pU7X_MvYHqIWTVu1nOsPwUe44fRzyRSKwiVQZ8MmeYsAk1er5kH8_GKnVvCWwtJUeAGS_vMnxGM/s1600/DSC_1977.jpg">

:D SHEEESSYY ANOT?! <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiF1JmrFrv1bOfNiNRKllk5CidYl0N25LHmKTRC7csknxL7w-RDjZy6ylREoOnLg8HMNWtSdduyUoXy_xPBzkrFEA-rIZp5kLSbj4ki2JppINBwYZl23Z6xVMbljAgYj9RKV4pBASZo1L4/s1600/63301_1626968398958_1379003962_31646178_7458113_n.jpg">

Okay baiiiii peoplee.

We're running outta goodbyes.

Relationships should never come in the way of friendships, and friendships should never come in the way of relationships.

Relationships should never ruin friendships. Friendships should never ruin relationships.

I just talked to my friend who got dumped by his girlfriend because of his friends and I think to myself, why does relationships always come in the way of friendships, and friendships always come in the way of relationships? Cant there be a balance? I think everyone should understand what I'm talking about now, it happened to everyone.

Some people who has relationships totally wipe out their friends. And when they notice we never talked for so long, try remembering how I tried so hard to make conversation but you ignored me because you were too busy with your relationship. Or how about breaking promises because you have a relationship now? I really cant stand people like this. It doesn't mean because you're in love you have to wipe out all of your friendships. Try remembering that friends are forever but relationships are not. And the sad thing is, almost all of my friends are like this.

Another type of people is that their friendships ruin their relationships. Listening to only your friends and not your partner might spell doom for you. You should try to listen to both, friends and your girl/boy friend. To make balance. Yes, you should not wipe your friends out, but not until the point where you wipe your girl/boy friend out.

And to my friend which I talked about this to, stay strong. :)

Sometimes when I think about my life...... I feel like ramming my head into the wall.

And now is one of those moments. Those weak, vulnerable moments which I absolutely abhor. Is the night sky really that powerful? So powerful that I feel like that once the clock shows that its after midnight. Its as if a whole train of negative energy hits me. I dont know why its like this and I cant do anything about it. The moment where I want to sit down and cry. But I cant. Nobody that I can talk to. I'm back, living in my own world despite having so much friends around me. I need someone to talk to. But I cant because I have no idea whats wrong too. So I just answer I dont know, with the sudden overload of negative energy. Even though everyones still awake, still online, it just doesn't feel right anymore. I find it funny that when I say I'm okay. You guys believe me. And I hate being not ok. None of my friend's actually get me anymore, sad to say. but ohwell. what can I do. Except fight my own fight.

To everyone.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

12.01 am is not tomorrow! :P

(10:00 pm) " I'll call you tomorrow"

"Okay."

(12:01am) *phone rings* "Hello?" "It's tomorrow(: ♥♥♥♥♥

Againn? :PP

I'm not giving up, not just yet.

Ok. I am not giving up. Scratch those giving up shit. If I do then I would have wasted my effort fighting. And also my friend's efforts trying to help me get through it. I dont want to dissapoint them. So I am going to fight on, even if it kills me. literally. I will fight on. For the sake of all those people who had faith that I can win. And I won 2 times, so why not a thrid? Even though its bigger faster stronger now. I.CAN.WIN. My strength is renew-ed to fight on now. Thanks to someone for scolding me outta it. In fact now I'm pissed that it had the balls to come back. It had the balls to bloody come back and disturb me wtf. Even though it level-ed up, I guess I have to level up too. Even though I feel fucked up, even though I feel that I'm not strong enough, I will be. I will fight through this, with the help of my awesome friends and God. Heck yeah I will be. I wont give up no more. Until the brink of breaking. I'll patch myself up. and continue fighting. And you, watch me.

Lol dont ask me what this posts means if you dont get it. Only a few of my really awesome friend's gets it. :)

Due to the fact I'm bored, I will do your tag, dear darryl. :)

My Kind of Boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

Doesn't matter. As long as he looks good beside me ;)

2. Smart?

Yes.

3. Preferred age?

Age is just a number. Preferbly older though. By how much doesn't matter.

4. Preferred height?

Taller than me :)

5. How about sense of humor?

I wouldn't date you if you dont have one.

6. How about piercings?

Earings are cute. (:

7. Accepts you for who you are?

Take me as I am or watch me as I go. I wont change for anyone.

8. Pink hair?

LALA. NO.

9. Mushy or no?

Depends.

10. Thin or fat?

Doesn't matter.

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?

Whatever colour. I'm not racist.

12. Long hair or short hair?

Whichever

13. Plastic or metal?

???

14. Smells good?

YES.

15. Smoker?

NO .

16. Drinker?Not an alcholoic.

As long as hes not an alcoholic, I dont mind.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

Anything.

18. Muscular?

Just not so buff, then okay :)

19. Plays piano?

Abit gay. But still sweet nontheless.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

ACOUSTIC GUITAR. or both :)

21. Plays violin?

Ew. no.

22. Sings very well?

YES. :)

23. Vain?

I hate vain guys.

24. With glasses?

anything.

25. With braces?

I dont mind.

26. Shy type?

No.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

50/50

28. Active or passive?

Active please .

29. Tight or bomb?

Huh??

30. Singer or dancer?

Singer!

31. Stunner?

Later people snatch my boyf away LOL.

32. Hiphop?

Dont know.

33. Earrings?

Yes :)

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

Err.

35. Dimples?

whichever.

36. Bookworm?

At the right times.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

awwww. So schweeet :)

38. Playful?

Sometimes.

39. Flirt?

FUCK OFF.

40. Poem writer?

No.

41. Serious?

Depends.

42. Campus crush?

Maybe.

43. Painter?

No.

44. Religious?

Christian :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

Overboard, no.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

internet freak.

47. Speaks 20 languages?

Then he can talk bad about you and you dont know it, so, NO.

48. Loyal or faithful?

Loyal AND faithful.

49. Good kisser?

Girls have soft lips ;)

50. Loves children?

Either.

THERE I DONE IT DARRYL AHHAHAHAH.