Condaeffingfirm you guys wont make it :D

And I'm so excited for you guys! :DDDDD CONDAEFFINGFIRM. Not to say I want to curse you guys, but all the facts point towards condaeffingfirm, sorry. :) HAHA. I FEEL STRONGER TODAY LOL.

I am so excited! A SHORTER PERIOD MORE! AND IM OUTTA HERE :D Outta here outta here outta here! YEAH BABY. Its getting closer, and closer. Cant wait to start work on everything! Cant wait, cant wait, cant waitttt!! BOOMBANG. Pray that nothing goes wrong :)

We could be the talk across the town, don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another. You might regret what you let slip away, like the geek in the pink ;)

I am so proud of myself! I went and did all those shit that I usually cant do without getting all * but I didnt today! I was actually waiting for it to happen, but nothing did! Only a lil weird stuff happened but I waived it off! I.AM.STRONG.ENOUGH.FOR.THIS.NOW. YES BABY. Bye bye cacing, hello Jesus. :) Not to say that I'm gna be returning to all those shit soon. Was feeling like shit in church yesterday. literally. shit. If you know what I'm talking about then okay, if you dont then dont ask. :) I was nearly dying. But, ITS ALLLL GOOOODDDDD. I made it through! again! This has been going on for like 3 months? I'm used to this feeling like shit-ness. LOL.

I sent the wrong version of smile to someone and ohmygoodness did it make her cry -,- I'm sorrrrryyy hunn. This is the other wrong version btw. LOL.


When you first left me, I was wanting more. But you were kissing that girl next door. What'cha do that for? When you first left me. I didnt know what to say. I've never been on my own that way. Just sat by myself all day. I was so lost back then.But with a little help from my friends. I found the light in the tunnel at the end

At first when I see you cry. It makes me smile. Yeah it makes me smile

LOL. EPICASS LYRICS.


This verse never hit me so hard until these few days. but, its all gooood! :D I think.

DAMN EFFING HAPPY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. THIS EXPLAINS THIS REALLY HIGH POST WHICH DOES NOT REALLY MAKE SENSE. BUT YEAAAA HAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA :D:D:D:D:D SOEFFINGHAIGHHH. BLUPBLUPBLUPBLUPBLUP. CHARIS I WANT YOU TO BLUP AND BOP TO ME NOW WE CAN BLIP AND BOP TOGETHER. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I MISS YOU. NO IM NOT ON CRACK. or am I ;)


SMILE! YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. Everyone is! Never let insecurity get to you like it got to me. i swear you instilled that sense of insecurity in me. I will not lie. I get insecure from everything now and then, but I get through it. :)

The attractive face you pull before you sneeze ;)

I wish I could go back in time to the part where you actually cared for me.

Some people can actually forget that they had friends first before they had a girl/boyfriend. And they tend to leave their friends ; not realising that friends are forever but a girl/boyfriend is not.

How true is the statement above? When friends have their girl/boyfriend they tend to forget that theres something more precious in life, friends. They never realize that friends are forever but girl/boyfriends are not. So attached people, look around. Remember your friends. Their forever. Not your freaking girl/boyfriend. Please, remember your friends, and remember how you neglected them.

The problem with girls: "They make you believe they don't love you when they do."
The problem with guys: "They make you believe they love you when they don't."

But, belive us, we do. :)

I wish I could go back in time to the part where you actually cared for me.


WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY.

I hate boys who likes girls with boyfriends. Dude, why would you want a ruin a good relationship? Cant you see the girl's TAKEN? Or does someone have to spell it out to you? 'Tard.

Wouldn’t life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, monday mornings were fun, junk food didn’t make you fat, girls didn’t cause drama, boys weren’t so confusing, nothing was regrettable, you didn’t have to lose the people you love, friendships didn’t fade, the person you like, like’s you back. & goodbyes only meant till tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, I have to pass up my History Project on Monday.

OHSHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. *HYPERVENTILATES* KTHXBYE GNA GO PROCRASTINATE IT NOW.

Dear whoever is reading this, I hope you know that you're never alone, and that somebody out there loves you more than you will ever know.

Please.

Created, done, drawn, taken by Me! :)

Give me my heart back. You dont deserve a heart as good as mine. In fact, you wont get another one as good as mine. Never did, never will. You dont return my love, even though I love you and gave you my heart, but you dont deserve it. Heck, you dont even appreciate it. So give it back to me bastard, it does not belong to you. You want another girls heart, after you wanted and got mine. So go away and return me my heart, ass.

P.S: Pictures like this can be found in facebook! My wall photos album! :D

UPDATE:
Why so many people asking me why I so emo, I'm NOT emo/pissed/sad ect. :D I just had fantastic load of fun!! It was just a description. Thanks for all your concern anyway :) Love you guys! I SWEAR YOU GUY'S NEGATIVE AURA IS RUBBING OFF ON ME. I SWEAR IT IS.

What is love?

Been asking this question to everyone I know. I almost always get the same reply which is-

Love, is bullshit.
I couldn't agree more. Love is filled with torment, anger, pain, heartache is one side of the story, and the other side goes, love is filled with rainbows, butterflies and ponies. Its something beautiful.

I guess I wont know, until I really have experience this thing, called love. Which I have not. Obviously. Love is giving the power to someone to destroy you, but trusting them not to. Love is the power to crush someone. Love is evil? Love is the power to bring someone up. So love is good? Nah, love is bullshit. Love is overrated.

I realized, how much love can kill a person. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry to all the people which I had hurt. I am sorry. I realized, I can kill with love. I can make someone do whatever according to my will, with the power of love. Love can get someone hanging on to your every word. Love can hurt someone really deeply. Love can make somebody cry for nights without end. BUT. Love can make someone radiant. Love can make someone be happy beyond imagination. Love is sacred.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Really? The verse about love in the bible. Its world famous, this verse, no? Maybe? I've been witnessing too much heartbreaks and heartaches to trust in the power of so called love now. The feeling you get. The tightness in your chest, the feeling which you cant breathe. The feeling where your heart feels like its crumpled up. Where you just wished you died from a broken heart.

Ever since young I always thought, there would be no couples who loves each other fully. It'd either be I love you, and you dont love me back or vice versa. I still think the same way now.

“Love…I don’t even know what that means. Everyone says it all the time. I love your shirt, I love that show, I love you. What does it matter anyway? Maybe when it’s real you don’t have to say it.”

-Loretta Lopez

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle, Love is a war; Love is growing up.
-James A. Baldwin

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you is beyond my control.

Random post with random stuff.

Caution: This post is a mixture of ALOT of shit and will be damn random.

I hate makeup. I HATE MAKEUP I HATE MAKEUP I HATE MAKEUP. Girl, you are hot enough without makeup. So stop blotching makeup on your face. I particularly hate eyeliners -_- diu. BAD EYELINER MEMORIES. Natural beauty is always the BESTTT.


;(

WHY IS SO MANY PEOPLE HEARTBROKEN? -_- SHEEEESH YOU PEOPLES NEGATIVE AURA IS RUBBING OFF ON ME! Love, love, love. Life has more things to it than love!

Love. Love is but a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning. But why. Why. Love. Isnt it supposed to be magical? Why is so many people getting so sad and depressed over the word love. Is it really that complicated?

Smile though your heart is aching, smile even though it’s breaking. When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by, if you smile through your pain and sorrow, smile and maybe tomorrow,
you’ll see the sun come shining through. For you light up your face with gladness. Hide every trace of sadness. Although a tear may be ever so near, that’s the time you must keep on trying. Smile what’s the use of crying. You’ll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile :)


Hahahhahaha. I love this comic strip. :D I always laugh at this kinda ppl. hahahaha.


YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. Dear ghosts, please stay away from me :( pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. :(((( I have to stop keeping people on the phone with me until late at night. Its not fair for them. I have to start growing up I guess. :/

Adelyn Kahling liew. WEIRDASS STALKER MUCH? Zomg I am so scared. I think the stalkers going abit COOOOOCKUUUUU. Schizophrenic much? Why so siao wan. That boy got issues I say. ISSUES. Most messed up stalker ever man.

CONGRATULATIONSSSSS MY EPIC FRIEND!
SHAUN ASHLEY CHIN! :D All your hard work paid off! :)

I have to start working out. My bodys getting lost. again. -_- I hate having to maintain it. Haih. ELENALIEWKAHYEEEEEE JIAYOUUUUUUUUU. I need motivation. LOL. Currently have zero of it. Same goes to the fact that I have to pass up my sejarah project in Monday too.

I looked away. Then I realized. That. :/. Why is this so complicated. Why... Time. Turn back. Please. Please. Turn back. If you could. ): Just... do.

Dude, you dont love the girl. You just sympathize her. That is not love.

Me: Eh, if you got choice right, would you choose a hot girl or cute girl?
Jason: Errrr, I think hot gua.
Me: Why?
Jason: Because hot girls can get your friends jealous more compared to cute girls. Summore cute girls some like little girl, hot more matured ma. So definately hot better than cute. Later ppl say I dating little kid like pedobear meh. Hot pwns cute anyday! *does some weird streetfighter move*
Me: ORH, SO I NO NEED TO SET YOU UP WITH THIS REALLY CUTE GIRL I THINK WOULD LOOK REALLY CUTE WITH YOU. LOL. HHAHAHA.
Jason you memang epic fail. LOL. I laugh like hell la walau.

The worst feeling in life is having words in your heart that you cant utter.

I refuse to cry :D

And you should too.


Yes, I will, and you should too.

This post is for you :) Smile, never let him know it hurt and keep calm LOOK FLAWLESS. Because you are so hot, you can easily get another darling :) Nobody is worth your tears, the one who is wont make you cry.

GET.OVER.HIM.

It hurts me to see you like this. ):

Love is like an hourglass. Sooner or later everything hits the bottom. You just have to be patient and wait for someone to turn it around